Christmas / Holiday from dNeero-ites

who's the REAL pacman?

Who would have thought that Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao is now in a call center industry?? Most of my colleagues in VISION-X INC, Vonage Welcome Division said that "Trowee" looks like the Filipino's Pride "Pacman", look at the pics and see for yourself :)

SpitzTunes - Cheer & Fear

John Cena the new World Heavyweight Champion for WWE

Chris Jericho reigned as a World Heavyweight Champion from Superstarslike Batista, CM Punk and Shawn Michaels. He won his title from a Steel Cage and Ladder Match. Cena suffered a herniated disc in his neck, necessitating emergency surgery that kept the intense ring warrior sidelined up until now. After recoving from his neck surgery John Cena returned to his hometown, Boston Massachussettes. During John Cena's homecoming on Pay-Per-View at the Survivor Series he won his first ever World Heavyweight Championship by slamming Chris Jericho with a thunderous FU. After the matach Cena went down the ring and went to his dad, family members to celebrate his victory. AT last the belt was with John Cena saving it from an arrogant superstar Jericho. Im sure most of us are happy because the champ is back with his new title World Heavyweight Champion.

PACQUIAO, Filipino's pride

Manny Pacquiao has become the Muhammad Ali of the Philippines because of his fame. Trainer Freddie Roach believes Manny Pacquiao will be known in the whole wide world for being one of the greatest boxer of all time. He spend almost 3months for his training. He was also a given a bus that they will use for the big event but Pacman chose to do the traditional way driving his own car all the way to Vegas. Pacman's dream of having a match with his idol Oscar dela Hoya finally came true. December 07, 2008 the match was held at MGM Grand in Las Vegas, Nevada. Filipinos are there to support Manny Pacquiao. Manny Pacquiao defeated Oscar De La Hoya on the 8th round. He said that things happened will the help of our God Almighty whom he owes his victory. We are very thankful for making Filipinos proud once again.

fan of my mini fan

i got it from a friend and i cant help myself to smile whenever i turn this mini fan on, when this thing is on it creates a sound like there is somebody putting a tattoo on somebodys body, it somehow helps me lessen the heat, and whats nice about it, is its fairy like body that everyone notice when they see it. There come a time that somebody try to put a note on my desk asking where did i bought it, not just once but i received three notes askings the same question. i just cant help myself to laugh that somebody is interested in buying one, maybe i should try asking my friend jezz where she bought it so i could sell it to kids on christmas.

a cutie mini frame for zey

I just got this mini picture frame from my friend Kenneth, i'm glad because this picture frame has kettle, knife, dining table, spoon and pot of food on it which is very much likely with my hobby, .. hmmmmm im a bit hungry now =( Anyways, this frame is so cute and i put a picture of me with my honey, nice isnt it? hahahhaa

engage with grace

Get it going with dNeero

Twilight the movie

Everyone is talking about the movie Twilight based on the best-selling book written by Stephenie Meyer starring Kristen Stewart as Bella Swan and Robert Pattinson as Edward Collins. I've watched twilight and i really love the movie especially the lead star Edward Cullen. TWILIGHT is a modern day love story between a vampire and a human. Twilight is the story of Bella, a teenage girl who risks everything when she falls for vampire Edward. Bella's parents seperated, her mom married a soccer player and after Bella Swan was sent to live with her father. She entered high school and met Edward, son of Dr. Cullen who is always there to rescue bella, he was extremely strong, fast, his eye changes its color and he never sleeps. Edward and his family never goes out when the weather is good. Bella falls for the intriguing Edward Cullen, who she discovers a vampire. They fall in love and Bella accepted the fact that shes madly inlove with a vampire. I just wish i was a vampire who falls in love and will never fall out of love. I dont wanna give so much details about the movie, you should watch it and see for yourself. Happy movie watching!

Marky, in the arms of an angel..

I was shocked because when i got home after our christmas party my mom told me that Marky Cielo passed away. Marky is the 3rd Starstruck's Ultimate Survivor. He's been in the showbiz industry for quite sometime. He was nice to everybody. Everyone is sad because its unexpected, theres no premonition or indication that he knew this will gonna happen. He passed away December 7, 2008 Marky is now in the arms of an angel and we should pray for his soul. During the interview his mom said that she was about to wake him up that day because they'll be going to an institution to do charity work together with his love team Lovi Poe. Most of his friends are sad, they said that Marky is so nice, obedient and a very loving son, friend and very professional with his work. He's very humble and a very talented person. No wonder why people like him and adore him so much. His mom said that when he was trying to wake marky up hes not responding and he was rushed to the hospital but was claimed "dead on arrival". There are also speculations that he commited suicide due to a personal problem but nothing had proven because his family would like to have a solemn wake and dont want to disclose any information about what had happened. I'm sure that most of his fans will miss him. He's only 20 but hes now happy with our God Almighty. We should treasure our life and live our life to the fullest as if its our last , show our family and friends how much we love them because no one can tell when our lives will end.

VONAGE Welcome Christmas Party

We just celebrated our Division's Christmas Party (Vonage Welcome Party) at Gerardo's located at Panay Avenue Quezon City. The party started 12 noon. We had so much fun and all the agents are present with their respective TL's, Group Manager, Operations Manager, Clients Relation Manager and TL's from other department are also there to celebrate with us. We had raffle and prizes are portable dvd, cooling fan, kitchen ware and electric fan. Im a bit sad because i didnt won but luckily my friend Jaja won the major prize (portable dvd player) Shes very happy because its her first time to won in a raffle draw. There are also agents that perform together with TL Troa who sang "PUSH" by Matchbox20. The food are quite okay but the good thing is we have unlimited drinks (beer!) and i also join the beer drinking contest for girls unfornately i didnt won, a representative from team4 won because she just finish drinking the 2 bottles before a minute ends. We exchanged gifts and i receive sweet ham from TL Mark and i gave it to my mom as a brive for not going home on time. hahaha. We had so much fun and we enjoyed the party and hopefully our company's Christmas Party(Vision-X Inc.) will be better and will be held at SMX(pasay) on December 20, 2008.

...jessie gÜRL....the fRog princess, hahaha she might hate me, peace!

I have known this girl for quite some time, shes a friend who can tell you everything she would like to say, wether that could make you happy or not. Shes a typical techy chick, an irate agent who would like her customer to follow her instruction "HER WAY" and someone she could hear LOUD and CLEAR, haha. Shes been my mentor and my own critic. She even tells me how fat i am, coz im getting bigger and bigger everyday. She dont say such thing to humiliate me but she would like me to do something to make me feel better or for me to be at my best. Shes very much into technology, shes love to play PSP(how lucky, she get one from our companys raffle Ü) she knows very well about router wether its wireless or multiple port routers, its so easy for her to configure stuff like that, thats how savvy she is. I have learned so many things from her, i became more sensitive and aware for whatever words, actions and deeds i make coz theres always a payback (good or bad). She always tells me that "if you dont have anything good to say, better to keep your mouth shut" , "if the person didnt harm you at all, better not to judge her/him or say anything against that person", "if you want to be understood, you should learn and know what that word means" She also lend me her book "ABNKKBSNPLAKO" by bob ong, i had so much fun reading that book because even if the author has its own way or writing, he has simple thoughts that could brighten up your mind. Going back to jezz, ooooooooops i shouldnt name names, hahahha anyways, jezz is simple but sometimes she get misunderstood the way she talks but thats the real her, she might not be aware sometimes that your hurt but believe me shes a true friend that could lead you to the right path and will let you realize your mistakes. Troa is so lucky to have known her as my friend because without her we might end-up nothing, whenever my boyfriend and i had fights she always nag me, kidding... she always tells me that what i did was wrong and i should be sorry about it that i should initiate to ask for an apology which is right, even im not wrong i always do the initiative to say sorry just for us(mah bf) to be okay and im very thankful for having jez and for being my cheacher, teacher i mean.. hehehe... one thing you should know about her, she hates fRogs, hahahahha.. hope we'll be friends forever.

a gOod Night sleep,

It feels so good to have enough sleep becuase it makes me do the task i need to do without getting naps at all. Sleep refreshes our body and our brain that make us become alert at all times. i only have 3-4 hours of sleep before and become irritated and get tired easily the next day. I cant concentrate on what im doing and attention span falls by the wayside, and the more chances I commit mistakes. When we sleep our brain get a chance to organize and archive memories. But a week ago ive learned to take care of my self by getting enough sleep of of 8-9 hours a day and it makes me feel a lot better, i dont need to worry if i have somethings to do because i could think properly and my mind is all set. These are the things i had to do in order for me to improve our sleep. i dont drink coffee or anything that contains caffeine 3hours before bedtime, i do exercise because it will help me relax my body and i try to make it a habit to sleep on a regular bedtime so my body clock will get use to it. If we get enough sleep everything looks and feels better every morning. There will always be a glow in our face that everyone would notice, trust me that works!

DSL light is blinking, no inteRnet??

Maybe most of us wonder why most of us lose internet connection. do we have basic knowledge how to troubleshoot our internet connection? here are the simple things you need to do if your internet is down. First you need to check if your internet modem, make sure that dsl light on your modem is solid green or else you dont have any "SYNC" or you dont receive any signal on your dsl line. In order to resolve this issue make sure that your phone line is working or has a dial tone, then make sure that you phone cable (rj11) is properly hooked on you walljack going to your dsl modem, just to make sure unplugged the cables and plugged it back just to make sure that its connected properply. if dsl light is stil blinking tro to isolate the problme by using a different phone cable (rj11) just to make sure that the cable is not defective. If dsl light is stil blinking, try to hook your modem using a different wall jack to test if the walljack where your modem is connected to is not busted. if dsl light is stil blinking even if you hook it on a different wall jack it means that theres a problem with the dsl line itself and you need to call your ISP-internet service provider and ask them to check the line and have some tech to check it for you. Otherwise if you're able to have your dsl light to become solid green then try to open you web browser and your internet should be up and running.

loving doRaemon

I love watching doraemon every morning on gma7 coz i always laugh when i get to see him and its my only way to release my stress.Ü Doraemon is a story about a robotic cat sent back to the past to save his friend Nobita. Doraemon decides to travel back in time and guide Nobita on the proper path. Doraemon produces a futuristic gadget to help Nobita fix his problem, enact revenge, or flaunt to his friends.Doraemon is not just a cartoon character you'll learn something from him. Doraemon and his friends nobita, soneo, damulag(giant) and shishuka can use the door to go into the future or the past. They can even decide when and where they will go. Nobita likes shishuka and He is bullied by his friend Giant and Suneo almost everyday. . Doraemon is nobita's knight and shinning armor because whenever hes on trouble doraemon always saves him and learn something from it. And did you guys know that Doremon's ears was stolen by a pair of mischievous mice when he was a little and now hes afraid of mice. hahaha. How i wish i have my own doraemon who acts as my friend or older sibling who's caring, smarter than us, with a sense of justice. I would suggest that you guys should watch Doraemon because the contents of every story is so good, often touched with a bit of educational science, moral teaching and a hint of conservationism and it will keep you hooked on for the rest of your life.

my preppy car

The first time i saw a volks beetle was when i was in college, wayback F4 days (Meteor garden Ü) This 2009 Volkswagen Beetle seems unchanged. A four-seater, retro-styled car comes as a 2-door hatchback or convertible. I really love this car, its sophisticated and girls would really like to have one. Automatic transmission are available for convertibles but hatchback can be manual or automatic. What good about the new beetle is its safety features and that includes ABS, traction control, antiskid system, and front side airbags. This car is best for people whos always on the go and who would like to look good for girls they're dating, because this car is so cool.

acne.. NEVER agaiN!

Everybody hates acne. Everyone has had to battle acne at one time or another. You just want to hide your face from the public whether you're a teen or an adult if you have acne or put something to cover them up. We should kno whow acne start and how t prevent them to keep our lives with no worries. We should know the remedies we can take to treat and prevent it from our skin wether on face, back and on chest. How can we reduce acne on our delicate skin? Here are some tips based on some articles available on web. Use water-based make-up, it won't clog pores as much as other types. Eye makeup and lipstick are okay, because you don't generally get acne in those areas and use powder blushes and loose powders instead of liquid and dont do facial. You may end up doing more harm than good. Dont press, rub or manipulate your pimples chances are it would spread the bacteria and increase the chances that it could leave a mark on your face or become a scar. Use products that contains benzoyl peroxide once or twice a day. It helps break up the plug of dead skin cells, bacteria, and oil that clogs the pore and forms an acne blemish. Wash properly once or twice a day, using a soap or nonsoap cleanser labeled "mild" or "for sensitive skin". Washing removes oils from the surface of the skin but please dont wash too hard because it may end up drying out or irritate your face. Watch what you eat, Chocolate, greasy foods, nuts, and other foods have not been proven to have anything at all to do with acne but if you notice a correlation between something you eat and your face breaking out, you could try avoiding the offending food to protect your face. Keeping your face clean, eating heathy and having a good lifestyle (no smkoing, no drinking just clean living) will help you keep your face protected with acne.

keepiNg ouR skin heaLthy

Taking care of our skin on a day-to-day basis will keep us look younger and fresh all year round. Do all we can to keep it soft and supple and to prevent or minimize wrinkles. If we're healthy, it will be reflected in our complexion. But that doesn't mean we should neglect our skin even if we're feeling fine. We do have good skin but years after it could be worse or abuse. There are factors which we cant avoid like sunlight and gravity, make-ups, oils,dirts and residue that could clogged our pores that may result to aging, wrinkles, pimples/acne, etc. Of course we would like to be at our best everyday, by simply taking care of our skin . Here are some tips on how we could keep our skin healthy. Always put moisturizer, sunblock or cream when going outdoor, always remove our make-up before going to bed, and try not to wear a make-up to give our skin a chance to breathe at least a day a week. Washing our face often as we can but depends on how expose you are to dirts. We shoud use facial wash that has antibacterial formula that may help us smoothrn our skin and prevent it from hards chemical that may result to damage and irritated skin and take baths twice a day (morning and evening) to avoid exposing your skin immediately to outdoor air and drinks lots of water to get rid of all the toxic in our body. keeping our skin healthy.Ü

happy 4th monthsary

I'm so happy because troa and i are celebrating our 4th monthsary. I cant imagine that were still together, kidding! hahahha He is so patient, he is! Very patient with a childish girlfriend like me. I thank god for having someone like him in my life. I gave him a letter this morning and he said he really lik it and he will keep it forever. ÜÜÜ This are the things i worte to him. "Thank you for loving me unconditionally and for taking good care of me. I know i made a lot of mistakes but ive learned from it and became a better person. Thank you for leading me to the right path and for being my strength for all the problems ive been through. You made me feel complete for making me feel loved, for making me laugh and for telling me how much you ,ove me. Sorry for all the things that caused you pain, for being a childish,jealous and impatient. In my dreams i never imagined having someone as wonderful as you. you're such a caring and loving person and youve filled my life so many good things and special feelings. youve helped me discover how beautiful a relationship can be.I know im with the right person and its the best thing that ever happened to me. iloveu and i'll always love being with you no matter what life brings our way, you're simply my life!" haaaaaaaaaaaAsys, that was so sweet, right? Ü

my little X-mas tRee Ü

Everybody is so busy decorating our stations for the coming yuletide season. Im so excited when i saw this plain small tree and bought it with some accessories (xmas balls, bells,stars,gists and drunms) to accentuate the silver-blue theme to come up with its own uniqueness. When im a bit stress i just look at my little xmas tree and it would somehow ease the pain because i know Christmas is coming. Yey!

who is santa?

Do you believe in Santa Claus? Does he really exist? Let's know a bit who the real Santa is.. Some says that he is St. Nicholas, who lived in Turkey, where he served as bishop in the town of Myra during the fourth century. They say that he is being remembered because of his generosity towards children and the less fortunate people. The guy who ride with his reindeirs and give gifts thru chimneys. When we ask our parents who santa is, they would just say hes the guy in red suit having to white hair all over his face who give gifts to those kids that are nice. Santa Claus travels around the world each year on Christmas Eve and delivers gifts to good children with the help of Mrs. Claus, elves and his reindeers like Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet, Cupid, Donner, Blitzen and Rudolph. Whether you call him St. Nicholas, St. Nick or Santa Claus, though, the man represents the same thing to nearly everyone who celebrates Christmas and the holiday season.

Christmas is all about love.

Christmas is near.. we only have 34 days left to celebrate X-mas. We're all excited bec this season unites all the members of the family where everbody is happy exchanging their gifts, spending time with their loved ones and celebrating the birth of Jesus. Each nation has its own unique way of commemorating Christmas. But celebrating christmas in the philippines is the best, you cant afford to missed it. we have "noche buena" were all the members of the family is there to eat together before christmas starts. All kids are busy getting their gifts from their godparents, counting their money and sharing foods with their playmates. During my college days, i always save a little money to buy something for the less fortunate. and i want to do it again to share the blessing that i received from god almighty. Christmas season taught us to share what we have, to give love and to commemorate the the birth of our savior Jesus Christ. Christmas is all about love.

wwe fanatics, ilove john cenaÜ

Im so addicted to WWE(World Wrestling Entertainment). i love to watch wrestlemania and i start watching this program when i was a kid, i was 4yrs old then. I dont know whats with WWE former WWF(World Wrestling Federation) because even if they say its all scripted i do still watch and enjoy watchin my favorite star John Cena(you cant see me, my time is now!)Ü and i never missed a single episode every friday at 10pm on RPN9 during the late 80's. Im an avid fan of Hulk Hogan, he's blonde hair and yellow bandana evoke fond memories of "Hulkamania" in anyone who watched him wrestle. Hulk Hogan was the biggest star of his era and one of the most popular faces of all time. Even my favorite John Cena is a huge WWE fan since his childhood, rooting for heroes like Hulk Hogan, Ultimate Warrior, and Shawn Michaels, Cena had honestly never even considered a career in WWE. But eventually he became the WWE Champion (yes!). We should never underestimate the wrestling world. coz former wrestler Dwayne Johnson a.k.a. "The Rock" has become a bona-fide movie star. Now John Cena bids for film fame in The Marine. John Cena traces his rise in the entertainment business, from the mat to the mall cineplex. Until now im still watching wwe thru jackTV, when i missed an episode i always asked my friend to download the episode for me so i could still be updated and also since im not an american citizen when i cant watch their pay-per-view il make sure that i could still watch it by downloading it and watch it over thru dvd/ipod/psp. WWE is really entertaining for guys like me who found it interesting. But of course its more exciting to watch UFC where you could see those bloods overflowing to their body and thats the real fighting, WWE is recommended for kids but they should try it home only professional could do it.. Watching WWE is really fun. ÜÜÜ

HOW to UNBRICK your PSP

Most of us are now fond of using PSP (PlayStation Portable). Everyone has this gadget. When you go anywhere else you'll see it wether you are rich, middle-class or not so so. Most of my officemates have it. We also do game-sharing. The good thing about PSP its not all about gaming, it could also play music and movies, store photos or even take pictures if you do have an attachable camera on it. You could also use PSP to surf the net coz it has 802.11b wireless connectivity which let us play up to 16 gamers to hook up on a local wireless network or to the Internet for multiplayer gaming. PSP is portable, you could bring it anywhere you go. What I notice about PSP is the widescreen monitor that takes up practically the entire width of the device. PSP has USB 2.0 port, Memory Stick portwhere you could use upto 8g of mmc, Universal Media Disc slot, stereo headphone jack and WiFi wireless LAN port, Built-in stereo speakers and Rechargeable lithium-ion batteries and it could stay up to 6hours of continous gaming but you can also purchase extra battery packs for longer playtime on the road. I bought a used PSP thru my friend Erickson Santos. I enjoyed playing games like Luxor, heroes"naruto", DragonballZ, 6wonders of the world and Silent hill. I also transferred my mp3 songs to it just in case i forgot to bring my ipod with me i could still listen to my favorite songs using my PSP. Im also fond of watching WWE's Smackdown and RAW especially their pay-per-views like no mercy,unforgiven, etc. When i missed watching those episodes i always ask my boyfriend and my friend Wel to download those episodes and save it thru USB or MMC, and i get to watch it using my PSP, no need to wait for me to come home coz i could still watch my favorite videos and series when im at work during my aux or when im idle. We dont need to bring ipod's, portable dvd players, digital cameras, and laptop with us coz PSP does it all. And guys let me just remind you that when you plan to upgrade/update the firmware of your PSP into a higher version you need to make sure that the device(your PSP) is full of charge and make sure that the AC adaptor is properly connected to your PSP and to the wall as well. If by any chance it get disconnected while upgrading the firmware, your PSP is Bricked. It might be stuck when it get to flash 1 while installing custom firmware or it might not come on at all. Sony has a special battery and software that could help us unbrick our PSP, they call it "pandora's battery". And if you got a PSP thats bircked and you cant do anything with it anyway, might as well give it a shot and try this steps that i got from yahoo on how to unbrick PSP.

1.Download DC 7
2.putit in a game on your memory stick
3. take out your normal battery and put the pandoras battery in
4. after it loads go to NAND operations
5. go to Format lflash
6.chhose the flash that needs to be fixed
7. let DC 7 reformat the flash your choosing

And to restore ID storage

1.repeat the steps 3-4
2. go to IDstorage tools
3.choose your region
4. press "X" when prompted to "get real MAC"
5.press "->"
6.press "X" again to restore the IDstorage

then after you follow all these steps you'll get to enjoy playing games again on your PSP. ÜÜÜ

jealousy will kill you

Maybe you guys are wondering why most relationship failed right? Well, one of the reasons is jealousy. What is jealousy? It is a negative feeling, angry thoughts, and behaviors of insecurity,
fear, and anxiety that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival, or when another person is perceived to have some type of advantage. It could destroy a relationship. Why do we sometime feel jealous of something? Due to poor self esteem; desire for revenge when your partner did something wrong before you also do exactly what he/she did just to get even or for him to feel exactly how much youve been hurt ; fear of abandonment ; fear of loss of love when you feel that theres no connection with you guys anymore; fear
f being dishonored in the relationship when you feel that your partnet disrespect you by showing a not so good gestures or deeds and lastly due to unresolved issues from past relationships a feelings of anger, hurt, frustration, or pain. In my case i always get jealous when somebody tries to get the attention of my special someone. I should say that it can be frustrating, annoying, painful and even embarrassing. I think that i am doomed to live with it forever. Sometimes i feel like being betrayed when he kept something from me, "whitelies" is what they call it. When he
knows that i might get angry of s0mething he wont let me know it unless i find it out, bottomline is, we all hate LIES! Reality is that we know we can stop jealousy. How? by trusting your partner and let him speak for himself and it would always be better for us to listen and not to talk when your partner is trying to explain the real side of the story. It would be much appreciated when you tell things straight, being true to what you feel, what happened even that will make you feel angry. I appreciate people who's honest enough to admit their mistakes. Admitting things that may cause misunderstanding would lessen the burden. If something went
wrong or by accident or you did something you dont wanna do, might as well let the person involve aware of it so she/he would understand and have all the information needed to realize things that you didnt do it on purpose, this will prevent you guys from arguing. Preventing you
partner to ask/investigate things that could make it worse. They say prevention is always better than cure. We cant just give out trust, your partner shoud earn it. By letting us know and feel
that they are sincere and true to what they feel and say. Trust is very important in a relationship. It could get your life back and enjoy the healthy relationships you deserve. By rebuilding trust, and live a happier life. No worries. Just trust yourself as well.. ÜÜÜ

make yourself HAPPY

They say im a hopeless romantic, yeah.. i am. haha =) I'm zey and im in a relationship right now. I am very happy and contented of what i have and whom im with. we are on our 4th months now and hopefully he'll be my last. For the past bf's i had i should say i've been thru a lot. I became happy, overjoyed, contented, fulfilled, satisfied, sad, upset and alone. I'ive learned so many things and apply it to my everyday life. When you love, you'll learn how to give out something even if thats the last piece available. you'll learn what "sacrifice" means.

You'll forget everything just for the man you love. You become crazy, or do the craziest thing on earth just to please him. I have loved and been loved. Now, lets go down to business and know why i hated man before.. i was hurt, really hurt. I met this guy on the phone, he was my cousin's friend and he was introduced to me via phone. we used to talk everyday, share everything under the sun.. we talk about everything, bout love, family friends, school, lifestyles, etc. and at some point he tried to tell me how he really feels for me. He told me he like me and after a month or so i just dont know what happened next and i realized that were on a so called "relationship".

I was about to enter college that time and i took my entrance examination at UST (University of Sto Thomas) and MAPUA Institute of Technology planning to take E.C.E. fortunately i passed the examination at ust for (food tech) and ece at mapua but during that time i was so in love and my bf then encourage me to enter the school he attends to. he was lucky because my mom allowed me to enter college at AMA. We were then happy and since were neighbors we go to school together and end the day together. We often go to their place after school. and i was overwhelmed bec his family was so nice to me and they treat me right. My bf then is a typical "boy next door" and i hate it when girls used to flirt iwth him. i always end up to stay quiet when im jealous and when i am he knows im so pissed off and he will please me as much as he can just to break the coldness between us.

But the we realized that i am not yet ready to eneter in a relationship, i was too yound to handle a relationship with a man who's 5 years older than me. After a couple of weeks 92 maybe) i found out that he going out with another girl and after a day or two his brother told me that they are officially bf/gf. duh?! that was so quick! i felt like dying. i dont know what went wrong, if theres something i did, for hime to do such thing. i am so upset and for a couple of months no owrds would come out on my mouth bec im so disappointed and i felt like im a big loser. but with the help of my friends they made me realize that i lost nothing. me who did nothing but to love, care and help him in my own little ways did my best and i should say i did my part and theres no need to regret what happened

bec god has a reason for allowing things to happen we may never understand his wisdom but we simply have to trust his will.. and yes his right, i have found my true happiness now with my man, family and friends. I have learned that we shouldnt worry if we chose to stay single and enjoy every single moment of you life with your family and friends rather than to stay in a relationship who'll treat you hell out of it, and who doesnt even know your worth... Happiness is a decision you make and we ourselves are the one who decides wether we want our lives to be happy, NO ONE ELSE. . ÜÜÜ